HOA 10-01-2023

i'm writing all the stories about KATUAH HOA members, especially about their Rasicm. HOA It's not just me; it's the issue for the whole HOA GROUP. Everything has its SOP (Standard Operating Procedure). You were spending HOA money, but you didn't inform people how much was allocated for this job or how much you intended to pay Nave. How were you or Nave planning to fix the road? Did Nave's plan work? Was any quote cheaper than Nave's?" Any maintainance later? How? etc. I don't want to criticize you. You are a senior Margii. You knew how Ba'Ba did his accounting work in the government. You understood the rules for a sadhaka better than I do. We are different from Anisha and Tusiita. They were much younger in the organization than we were. They may not know how strict we are when it comes to moral principles. You didn't fix the road. When it rained, the water had no place to go. The ditch built up higher than the road. The ditch only protected Anisha and Tusiita's land, not the road. Where did the water go? They flowed down by the ditch. You can trace it any time. The big problem was Anisha and Tusiita played a game with me. Each time i cleared out the tunnel on the trailer, Anisha and Tusiita had their handyman to put the dirt, sand and rocks back to the tunnel. After Anisha's handyman covered the dirt inside the tunnel, it rained several days. Then you saw the water trace on the road. Of course you may think my job didn't work. Think this way. When you covered the dirt inside tunnel, it would become just like where it is right now. Where the rain water will go? Same thing, isn't it? These things happened two times this year. So, i proved that you didn't fix the road. You wasted HOA moeny. Members need an explainnation from you three people. i'm saying this just in case, for a record. i know some kind of racism against me, because i'm a Chinese here. On Sunday, all of you were there. I spoke about what was on your mind. Still, you didn't seem to understand; let me explain further, showing you the bones beneath the muscle. We are brothers and sisters. Today, someone among us needs to borrow money to fulfill a desire that benefits the community, not just their own. Your desire is a noble one, thinking about the safety of everyone in this community. It's commendable. However, there are people who need to borrow money to pay for your desire in installments. Have you felt something in your heart? Or, why don't we contribute more from our own pockets to replace their shares? Please tell me what the best solution is in your mind. On Sunday night, HOA members gathered to discuss how to fix the road to make it safer for us to drive on. This is what happened: On Sunday, I was quite surprised. When you all found out that I suggested we all talk to Didi Amorha, none of you dared to speak to her. Some kind of chaos arose after I made the suggestion. I didn't expect such a reaction from you. Why are you so afraid to talk to her? We are talking to fellow human beings. Have we forgotten how to be human ourselves? I'll tell you, it's much easier to communicate with Didi and Dada than with you. They engage in spiritual practice more consistently than you do daily. Didi Amoha is just like us. I talk to her all the time. I told Didi, 'Yes, this is what I want. This is how I feel. I saw her cry, I saw her laugh,' and so on. There's nothing wrong with it. Years ago, I scolded Rudrananda in front of 30 Ranqi Dada and Didi just before he was ready to present his dharma shastra. After that, he didn't say anything about what he had intended to say. He didn't give a talk after some senior Dada and Didi from headquarters gave their talks. Why? Because he knew he was wrong. So, let's be human beings and talk to each other.