Retum Cancer

in JUly 2024, i had gone through brain operation. through mri and ct, one day they called me and told i had cancer. then, Dr Bearsley said i had to take radiation from Dr Mackala, in order to avoid the cancer may come back to the old place or other place. Radiation targeted to where the mass was located. and i need to take chemo pill. everyday 3 pills in the morning and 2 in the everning for 28 days. On simulation, i felt my palm felt numb. after 8 days, it's became havier. ends on August 22, 2025.

NO ONE KNOWS

按照我现在的标准, 这小区美国margii没有一个人懂得Ba’Ba’的教导， 密宗的历史由来出处，还有PROUT. 这个小区的美国白人， 那一个不是种族主义者， 那种种族主义已入到了他们的无意识的深度，不相信？ 我若说错了， 我下地狱， 我对，那你就下地狱。 According to my many years of experience in understanding people, those born on islands tend to have narrow minds — for example, people from Japan, Taiwan, Hong Kong, the Nordic countries, and so on. To change this kind of personality is very, very, very difficult; the only way is to practice Lesson Six more.

In Sanskrit grammar, the plural of sūtra (सूत्र)

In all vertions of Ananda Sutra, 1-21 written in: Bhumavyapte mahatiaham cittayorpranashe sagunasthitih savikapalsamadhih va. i think should be written in " Bhumavyaptemahat Ahamcittayorpranashe sagunasthitih savikalpa samadhih va. Because "sutra" is neuter. So the singular term for "sutra" is "sutram" also as a object. dual type is "sutre", and plural type is "sutrani"; so "Ananda Sutra" should be in "Ananda Sutram" and also as object. In Sanskrit grammar, the plural of sūtra (सूत्र) is: ➡️ sūtrāṇi (सूत्राणि) — in the nominative plural neuter. Explanation: sūtra is a neuter noun (it literally means “thread” or “aphoristic rule”). Neuter nouns in -a in Sanskrit (like deva → devāḥ for masculine, but sūtra is neuter) have: singular: sūtram dual: sūtre plural: sūtrāṇi So for example: ekam sūtram — one sūtra dve sūtre — two sūtras bahūni sūtrāṇi — many sūtras What's the difference between dual and plural? Good question — and it’s an important distinction in Sanskrit grammar! In Sanskrit, nouns, pronouns, adjectives, and verbs inflect not just for singular and plural (as in English), but also for dual. Here’s the difference: Number Meaning Example Singular (ekavacana) Refers to one item «devaḥ» — one god Dual (dvivacana) Refers to exactly two items «devau» — two gods Plural (bahuvacana) Refers to more than two items (three or more) «devāḥ» — gods (three or more) Why does Sanskrit have a dual? Sanskrit (like ancient Greek and a few other Indo-European languages) preserved the ancient dual number, which specifically marks two things. For example: mātā-pitarau — “the two parents” (mother & father) nayanē — “the two eyes” In English, we just say “parents” or “eyes” regardless of whether we’re thinking of two or more, but Sanskrit distinguishes. On verbs: The verb endings also reflect this number: singular: गच्छति (gacchati) — he/she/it goes dual: गच्छतः (gacchataḥ) — the two go plural: गच्छन्ति (gacchanti) — they (3+) go So the dual is used only when the subject (or object) is exactly two. The plural is used when the subject (or object) is more than two.

Ba'Ba' will never come to visit the United States

Ba'Ba' will never come to visit the United States I would like to say when a person's kundalinii raise up, he is not a human. He is super. He is super on everything. Do you know that? No, you don't, not until you get to that level. Most of the people, no matter, how long, how difficult,he or she practice, 40, 50, or 60 years or more, they still in the beggining level. Why? They don't know what He said. How super he is? You don't know. But here in this Katuah residential household, no one respect this kind of person. Most of them are white. They jdon't because their naive, because their arrogant, because they are hegemont. Base on this, that's why i say Ba'Ba' will never come to visit the United States.

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2 Anisha and Tusiita 的恶 行恶状恶业

3/28/2026I Not long ago, Anisha was walking her dog on Katuah Road while I was driving back home. I saw her in the middle of the road. I stopped the car and got out. I don’t hold grudges against anyone—that’s just my nature—and I had forgotten that she was against me. I walked up to Anisha and told her, “It’s very dangerous to walk in the middle of the road. You should walk on the side of the road.” Do you know what she said to me? “Fuck off.” That was her response. I didn’t reply. I quietly returned to my car. 7/1/2025 Anisha and Tusiita didn't like Antony put his lownmower into didi's barn. Because Antony has the key to the barn. They report to didi Usa, Didi Usha gave the authority power to Anisha and Tusiita. Anisha and Tusiita changed the lock and didn't want to give the new key to Antony. this is their way to refuse Antony use the barn. 他们开始交恶， so, Antony stop working for Anisha and Tusiita. More than that, Anisha and Tusiita started to complain Antony and lie to the public. They said Antony put the lownmoder on the public property. Acutually, Anotny put the lawnmower on the school and he got permission from sister xxx on 7/1/2025. anisha and Tusiita are the sockker of the blood. They like to manuver their rights and edgemony. 5/14 Tussta said they will remove everything on the shared driveway, the shrubbs still wet, wait for it dry up. 5/13 i need to write an article "why does Anisha hate Ganesha so much? i sent $2882.00 to Narada Today. (all together), $882 via Zelle in bank of america i took out $1000 from td bank account. i setup a good irrigation system on our yard., so Agusta will do it easily. 5/12 HOA members bully a Chinese by Yanglo Saxon is so obvious. Yanglo Saxon White, Australio White, Semitism White all here tried to make a great group so they have all the power to decide any decision. Before i came down to Asheville i found out there was something happened here. i didn't know why? Once i have conflict with Anisha Ramesha and Visha Mitra said i could not go to HOA meeting. On the easement problem on our land, Ramesha said to me " it is already existed in this way, why don't you accept it." Our land originally was free of easement. Now, it became not a whole piece. All because of They knew Anisha and Tussita are not easy to talk. so they want Rudranii to yield. They don't know me at all. They thought i'm an idiot and i don't speak English. Because Anisha and Tussita help Hiranmaya and Nityanprema, it is natural Hirananyamaya favor to Anisha andnd Tussita, I told everyone here they did this for so many years. that's the main reason for them, Anisha and Tussita don't care what the rules are. They don't care. and nobody said anything. so if i didn't pay hoa fee. and what you members are going to do? sue me? They do not follow the law for five years, why i can't? i want to become a hoa preskdent, to make a regulations on punishment, it is a service. otherwise, many years people are not respect themselves never want to follow the law, either the constitution law or covenant law. 5/6 Anisha was walking her dog in the middle of the road. Unfortunately, I was driving on that road. When I made a turn, I was shocked to see someone walking in the midadle of the road. So I stopped and advised her not to walk in the middle of the road. Her response was 'funk off.' Is 'funk off' any different from 'f*** you'? What's the difference?" we have an augument. she said fuck off. i said fuck you. she is walking the dog. i am driveing on the road. she should not leave the dog walking on the road. i told her long time ago, the martha jordan road is not for walking. she never listened. and i'm driving slow as usual. she accused me driving too fast. i never driving too fast. so we started fucking each other. 5/3 someone came and said i don't want to get involved. same thing i would tell this person, i don't want to have this kind of friend, eating, drinking then you come, trouble then you don't want to get involved. In the house warming ceremony, you swear you would support this community. You forgot what you are swearing? are you in this ccommunity? ok, you don't want to get involved. and i don't want to have you in my home. 4/22/2024 We had a yoga meditation class in the library last year. Unfortunately to us, Anisha volunteered working in this library. Anisha grabed this chance to talk bad about us. She talked to our students and to the workers in the liberay. I can not immagine what react from the students and workers. It is obvious the liberay stop the class. One of the students talked to rudranii and asked about what's going on. 4/26/2024 Anisha and Tusiita hired a handyman to work on the shared driveway. Rudranii saw them and called Hiranyamaya to inform him. He said that nobody should be working on the shared driveway. He also mentioned that Anisha and Tusiita had previously complained about something we placed on the border of the shared driveway. I need to explain something to all HOA members. Issues between Anisha and Tusiita, and us, are not just a private matter between two families. It's a concern for everyone in the community. The law is the law. If Anisha can put something on or work on the shared driveway, and you members think it's not your problem, you'll likely let it go this time. But if something similar happens again in your neighborhood, how would you resolve the problem then? Anisha and Tussita knew the rule but they still charge HOA bottom line again and again. They don't respect that we all agree what we agree. Yama and niyama, social moral would not accept this kind of attitude. Last year, you might have thought this was just an issue between families, so you said it was negative and that we shouldn't discuss it over email. No, any issue involving one of us affects the entire community. I don't understand how someone who's been part of this community for so many years could think otherwise. It's selfish. i had a map put on t roadside map direct my workers go to my house building side. but Anisha took it down and throw it to the ditch. Anisha is playing my mail box and broke the bar on my mail box. When she tried to break it and i found out i tried to put it back to normal. Next day she came and tried to break it. We played this game about three months. she enjoyed playing this game with me. she thought no one knows. At the end of the game, she broke the bar. and i took the bar home. today, i still had the bar. When i mentioned someone vandaling my mailbox, Hiranyamaya sugguested to put a survor. Ramesha and Anisha objected it. Later on when they lost their package, , they agreed to put on a suvoyor. it is so obvious, too me, it's a racism against me. 4/26/2024 Rudranii told Hiranmaya he is favored to Anisha and Tusiita. Hiranyamaya didn't admit it. he said she didn't understand and made a wrong judgement. Actually, it's very true. They are favored Anisha and Tusiita. Give an example this time, when rudranii complaining they are working some construction work on the shared driveway. They did it many times. Hiranyamaya didn't come to check. He attacked her with a saying "They also complaing we put things on the boarder of the shared driveway." At the first zoom meeting, i complained HOA members like to take advantge of us. One reason is Rudranii had a good heart. another reason is they thought i don't know how to speak English. Most of the time, i remained silence and quiet. i won't mind to get revenge in 10 years or 20 years. Just like i did on Vimananda and Shudbamonanda, these two evil dadas. That's why Visha Mitra cheated me on easement, on our land Before we don't have easement on our land. Put the electrical box on my land without discuss it with me and Anisha. i putup a roadmap on the road Anisha removed it and throw it to the ditch. i found out later and put it in my car. Anisha tried to break the handle on my mailbox. She could not break it in once. i found it out. i put the back to the original Next day she came to break it. In this way she play this game until the handle was broken. She stopped. Hiranyamaya suggested to setup a surveyor. Ramesha and Anisha went forward to go against it. Later, when this thing happened to them, then, they agreed Rici to set a surveyor up. See, i'm a Chinese. i was treated in a different way. Do you feel what i feel? A few days ago, I texted Karuna, saying, 'Your mom was bullied by HOA members today.' The reason I sent this message was to teach my son and daughter not to trust margii. To them, Yama and Niyama are just a joke. 打听别人家私事, 不是你们该做的事. They are having the garbage and put wood on the shared driveway, because you peiple are hypocripy, mistake is a mistake should correct it right away, HOA do nothing here. that's why no correction at all. i'm here will wake you guys everyday until you correct your mistake. HOA covenant alrady setup the rule on Shared driveway. Anisha and Tiussita broke the law. They tried to put stepways on the shared driveway last year. I stopped them to do it. The handyman hired by them wanted to hit me and threatened me by using a big shavel while he was faceing me and thrusted the shavel on the ground in front of me when i was talking to him. i said to him You want to hit me, Hit me. He calmed down a little bit. Dared not to hit me. 4/22/2024 Monday Anisha and Tussita did something on the driveway. Rudranii called Hiranyamaya about it. Hitranyamaya said he will come to check it. Nobody allowed to do anything on sharedriveway. The result was Hiranyamaya didn't show up. He may call Anisha and Tussita. They stopped the work. Anisha and Tussita did something against law again and again. They are also an executive on the board. Why? because we don't have a punishment clause on the covenant. We, HOA members should make a law on this kind of behavior. They put gabage on the shared driveway for years. They put the pile wood on the shared driveway for years. They didn't correct it. So We, members of the HOA have to tell them and force them to correct it. Usually, a member do something against HOA covenant or bylaw. They have a fined law to this kind of behavior. Like: You have one month to correct the violation. We fine you 30.00 a day untill you correct it. HOA will send them a legal letter or email to them. HOA has this kind of rights. So let's decide how much a day to fine Anisha and Tussita. They are the executive on board. They should not be the executive.

how to play chess?

Chess Pieces & Their Moves King (♔/♚) – Moves one square in any direction (horizontally, vertically, or diagonally). Check: If the king is under attack, it must be saved. Checkmate: If the king cannot escape attack, the game ends. Castling: A special move where the king moves two squares toward a rook, and the rook jumps over (only if neither has moved and no pieces block them). Queen (♕/♛) – Moves any number of squares horizontally, vertically, or diagonally. Rook (♖/♜) – Moves any number of squares horizontally or vertically. Involved in castling. Bishop (♗/♝) – Moves any number of squares diagonally. Knight (♘/♞) – Moves in an "L" shape (two squares in one direction, then one square perpendicular). Only piece that can jump over others. Pawn (♙/♟) – Moves forward one square, but captures diagonally forward. First move option: Can move two squares forward. En passant: If a pawn moves two squares past an enemy pawn, it can be captured as if it moved only one. Promotion: If a pawn reaches the opposite side, it can become any other piece (usually a queen). Special Rules Check: When a king is under attack, the player must move to stop the threat. Checkmate: When the king is in check with no legal moves to escape—game over. Stalemate: If a player has no legal moves but is not in check, the game is a draw. Draw: Also occurs by threefold repetition, 50-move rule (no captures/pawn moves in 50 moves), or insufficient material (e.g., king vs. king). Game Objective Win by checkmating the opponent’s king. Draw if neither player can win. 当然可以！国际象棋中的 “吃过路兵”（en passant） 是 pawn（兵）的一种特殊走法，中文通常称为 “吃过路兵” 或 “隘路吃兵”。以下是详细解释： Of course! The "en passant" in chess is a special move of the pawn, often referred to in Chinese as "eating a passer" or "passing a soldier". Here's the detailed explanation: 规则说明： Rule Description: 触发条件 Trigger conditions 当一方的兵 从初始位置（第2行或第7行）一步前进两格 时，如果这个兵落在对方相邻的兵的 同一横线（相邻列），对方可以选择用兵“斜吃”它，仿佛它只走了一格。 When a pawn advances two squares from its initial position (row 2 or row 7), if the pawn lands on the same horizontal line (adjacent column) as the opponent's neighboring pawn, the opponent can choose to "eat" it diagonally with the pawn as if it had only gone one square. 例如： For example: 白兵在 e2，黑兵在 f4。 White pawns are at e2 and black pawns are at f4. 白兵从 e2 → e4（前进两格），此时黑方的 f4 兵可以 斜吃到 e3，同时移除白方的 e4 兵。 White moves from e2 → e4 (two squares), at which point Black's f4 pawn can eat diagonally to e3 and remove White's e4 pawn. 执行时机 Timing of execution 必须立刻吃！如果对方不选择在下一步马上“吃过路兵”，之后就不能再吃。 Must eat it right away! If the other party does not choose to "eat the passerby" right away in the next step, they will not be able to eat again. 限制条件 Restrictions 只有兵能“吃过路兵”，其他棋子不行。 Only pawns can "eat passing soldiers", not other pawns. 被吃的兵必须是因为 第一步前进两格 才触发此规则。 The pawn being eaten must be triggered by the first move two squares. 为什么有这个规则？ Why is there such a rule? 历史上，兵最初只能走一格。后来为了加速开局，允许兵第一步走两格，但为了避免兵借此“绕过”敌方兵的威胁，加入了“吃过路兵”规则，保持战术公平性。 Historically, pawns were initially limited to one block. Later, in order to speed up the start, the pawn was allowed to make two squares in the first step, but in order to prevent the pawn from "bypassing" the threat of the enemy pawn, the rule of "eating the passing pawn" was added to maintain tactical fairness. 中文示例： Chinese example: 黑兵在 c4，白兵在 d2。 The black pawn is on c4 and the white pawn is on d2. 白兵从 d2 → d4（前进两格），黑兵可以 从 c4 斜吃到 d3，吃掉白兵（d4 被移除）。 White creeps go from d2 → d4 (two squares forward), and black creeps can eat diagonally from c4 to d3 and eat white creeps (d4 is removed). 简单来说，就是“趁对方的兵走两格时，用相邻的兵斜吃它，就像它只走了一格”。这个规则容易忽略，但对实战很有用！ 😊 To put it simply, "take advantage of the opponent's pawn to move two squares, eat it diagonally with the adjacent pawn, as if it had only gone one square". This rule is easy to ignore, but useful in real combat! 😊 New chat