Being God

Once i read an article in crimson dawn. Ba'Ba' gave an Australian margii become "GOD"; i believed he wanted it from Ba'Ba'. Ba'Ba' gave him the power. Like Lucifer wanted to give the power to Jesus Christ when Jesus Christ was doing Kapalika buja. This Australian margii can hear all the voices from different directions, praying something to him or asking him for something. He felt so bad until he couldn't bear it. He asked Ba'Ba' to withdraw the power from him and let him be normal. This is God's level where i am now. i went through that kind of experience long time ago. There was a bottleneck. As a sadhaka you have gone through it in order to go up to that level. It's not easy. Really. Other than temptation there, but the power you have to learn how to control it. The energy, different energy, etc. So, Now, you think i don't know what you think? When you gossip on me and you think i don't know? Try me. Many new margii, means they knew me just now, or they heard about me recently, they wanted to challenge me. i like it when people challenge me, either they know me not or they know me a few minutes ago. Go ahead, if you think i will know not.