摔倒的是你

摔倒的是你 走遍道塲，教會和教堂，你會發現基督教有很多的愛心，比起阿南達瑪珈，好太多太多，但是，君不見人愈來愈多，教堂愈來愈大，卻有幾人真心，禱告的是幸福的婚姻，用不盡的鈔票，諾大的權勢，兒女升到好學校，如能所願，發心捐大錢，跟上帝做起生意來了，假冒偽善者多，英文字 hypocrite，他們派初學者來擔當廣收人入會的任務，沒有聽說過這句話麼？初發心者是佛，由佛来招人入会，那有不感觉良好的，深入一點，就全不是那麼一會兒事，捐多錢者，地位愈高，官階愈大，所以不要因為人而讓自己跌倒。

Being God

Once i read an article in crimson dawn. Ba'Ba' gave an Australian margii become "GOD"; i believed he wanted it from Ba'Ba'. Ba'Ba' gave him the power. Like Lucifer wanted to give the power to Jesus Christ when Jesus Christ was doing Kapalika buja. This Australian margii can hear all the voices from different directions, praying something to him or asking him for something. He felt so bad until he couldn't bear it. He asked Ba'Ba' to withdraw the power from him and let him be normal. This is God's level where i am now. i went through that kind of experience long time ago. There was a bottleneck. As a sadhaka you have gone through it in order to go up to that level. It's not easy. Really. Other than temptation there, but the power you have to learn how to control it. The energy, different energy, etc. So, Now, you think i don't know what you think? When you gossip on me and you think i don't know? Try me. Many new margii, means they knew me just now, or they heard about me recently, they wanted to challenge me. i like it when people challenge me, either they know me not or they know me a few minutes ago. Go ahead, if you think i will know not.

The difference between "qi" and "kundaliini"

i asked a question before. What's the difference when you use kudaliini to sing Ba'Ba' name kevalam and you use the qi to sing Ba'Ba' nam kevalam. Usually, you can hear people use qi to sing, but never, never hear a person use kundaliini to sing. Yesterday, i said the answer to the public.

只因天上有

只因天上有 很久很久前，看電視聽Jackson Five合唱團演唱，這個合唱團的幾個親兄弟，都是在教堂詩班成長，那個時候我就知道那美麗的歌聲，是因為心裡有神，我就許下了一個願，要永遠唱給祂聽，我在唱BaBa nam kevalam時，很多很多次，都會有人跟我說：你的歌聲很美，這就是我所願，不讓凡間聽到我的歌聲，只有讚美神的時候，總要唱出那世間沒有的，由kundalinii發出的，讚美神的聲音。

Cemetery Meditation

After i posted an experience on cemetery meditation with dada Prutulananda. Many felt amazed. Today, i would like to talk more about cemetery meditation. The most difficult thing is to go for a Cenmetary meditation. To me, it's not the ghost. it's not the robber, killer, gambler, or similar. Actually, they were afraid of you, when both of you were there. The suffering was the cold night or cold and raining night. In the cold and darkest night, sitting there by the skeleton, with many people were sitting in a jar. i'm talking about Taipei. You have to concentrate to counter the cold. There was a way of meditation. I heard people had to walk in deep snow in order to walk to the target place in Europe. Kapalii puja collected positive energy. Avidia puja collected negative energy. Negative energy can do healing too. One obvious benefit from Cemetary meditation is the character change. Very efficient. Anyone who practices this kind of meditation, his character changed right away started from day one.

Samyak Darshan

達赖五世撒了一泡尿又吸回，那是asana,練習瑜珈體位就做到，那是什么技倆嘛！ 南怀谨少见多怪了。還宣揚雙修，如何高妙，喜歡性交就講清楚明白，想欺騙誰嘛！達賴六世這個情種什麼狗屁高人，給班禪告上清政府，后給自家人祕密處死，又編了個什麼故事出來，什麼神王不拜人王的，這些喇嘛那有資格說三道四，真是亂七八糟，千年來，不好好地管理人民，讓人民享受生命，享受生活，只知奴隸人民，從來不給人民解放，還要瓜分他們的辛勞錢來裝飾佛相，裝修廟宇，這那是慈悲為懷，只知吃香喝辣，根本就是享受杈利，奢侈靡濫。 耶蘇說了就不對了，眼有樑木又怎麼看到他人眼中的針呢？真理要明，事非要辩，做好Samyak Darshan 吧。

My Book One

this new comer looks like knows a lot. she tried to give me a good lesson. i remembered a family acarya talked to me after she had a questions for me. after this meeting, she showed that she wanted to review my lesson. interesting thing is i havn't had a lesson reviewed for thousand of years. But she didn't know why. Once i asked Svarupa, how long can you hold up your arms while you sing kiirtan? half hour? No, is the answer. i said to him i can do for three hours. In front of Ranjitananda and didi Ananda Laliita in a meeting during a retreat while dada was giving a darshan. In the end, i said to them, you learned this ten bija mantra from an acarya, i leared them from Ba'Ba'. This bija mantra is related to kapalika buja which i was interested since i knew from acarya. When he came to see me he taught me. i told VishaMitra, i couldn't think of him. if i do, i will enter samadhii right away. that's why i have to think of something else because i have duty to do everyday. Ba'Ba' knows i didn't have the oath not to tell those ten bija mantras. But he appeared in front of me one night and told me not to say them to people. Actually, i was ready to tell on the next day. Since Ba'Ba's instruction came, i obeyed. Just like i was in the school in Ranqi headquarter, Ba'Ba' wanted to see me physically. i only saw a shadow to tell me the instruction, when i was brushing my teeth in the morning. I had these kinds of experiences so many times. A devotee is a devotee. It's a kind of very high level of spiritual practice. No people have this level in thousand of years, Many headquarter acarya with Him so many years but they don't know him. Later, when he left his body, they started to criticize him this and that. My God, they should know they have to be at a very high level to do that. That's why there is a sentence only those people can say. "It only takes a saint to know a saint." i could not listen kiirtan too long. When i listen kiirtan over two hours, my tears will drop down over my face. At the moment, i think of him very much. Couldn't stop thinking of him, seeing him. Most of the time it happened while i was driving to a far place, like next state. i like to join retreat every year. Once a year, i can focus on this kind of intensive practice, i collect so much spiritual energy for a whole year. i wonder why there is some people come to retreat? One time i walked to the back on a parking lot. i saw one car out there was shaking, up and down for several minutes. i didn't know what happed to the car. This is sort of typical American margii's culture? Most of us enjoyed this kind of spiritual meeting.