Progressing

10/22/2021 We have many visitors coming Today. Denika and Shivani, Jivamuta and Solanii. Jivamuta will move all the woods to Lotus House. Siding to the deck. We are going to pay him $600.00, so Tommy can come to put road and do aceptic channel. It makes me unhappy is about the midiator. Why we need a mediator? That means we have conflict. Why we have conflict? means we have someone out there not follow yama and niyama, 15 shilla. We don't care on the basic foundation building but the rotton accumulating. not the root but the surface. i can recite Ananda Sutra from 8 minutes to 7 minutes, from 7 minutes to 6 minutes. The difference is when the speed slow down i still can think of the meaning of the verses, but speed up to that i have to grasp my breath, up to this level, i couldn't think of the meaning of verses, but unconsciously the meaning is there. Most of the people are not worth to have their own home. Having observed this society for 20 years, having a tenant move out and will have one move in. In between, usually, i go in to the rental. See how to change a slum to a holy land. then, hand out this holy land to a new tenant. All the time, the holy land would become a slum and back to my hand. Lately these two, three years, tears from my heart drops when i am seeing the house where the tenant had lived in. How can people live in this kind of environment and this kind of condition. They pay over 2000 a month rent. Showing they are capable to pay rent, but they don't have time to live a life. Like a dog is living in a dog way.