Life after Life

When i saw my guru for the first time, i didn't know why it's so special. i recognized when he saw me he was so happy. i didn't know the reason behind it. All people could see BaBa was very happy. But they didn't know the reason was the relationship between Him and i. They only knew the surface part, they didn't know the deepest part. In the story when Nahirii Mahasay met his guru for the first time, his guru pushed a button at his aja cakra to let him see his past life, to remind him who he was in his past life. When i was 6 or 7 years old, i felt something in me was different, the power in me. i knew but in vague. i sat on meditation by myself, nobody told me to do it. i didn't know how, but i sat there. i collected a lot of information on meditation. But always the image went around my life. i couldn't go into the door of my life. It was a puzzle to me. Unconsciously, i was seeking the answer to this deep question in my life. Why my guru was so happy in Taipei. He kept me around him all the time but he never push the button on me to remind me who i was before. He push the button on me were a little bit higher than the aja cakra. i felt a hole on my head several days after that action. i was worried that i was afraid rain would drop into my head. All the years passed and went along. no answer. but the picture is getting clearer and clearer. The power in me also getting clearer and more powerful. They go along the way i am growing spiritually. i dare not to tell anyone all these years. Since no one is high enough to see it. i kept it my secrecy and He help me to keep it. Margii knows. They all say BaBa loves me so much. But i could see the difference. That day he came to me, he uncovered all the secrecy in me and let me find them out myself. In front of Him, i didn't ask for something or i wanted anything when i was with him so closely when i was with him side by side so many times. i knew when i was so high to forget, i just forgot. i was in an unknown dimension in the universe during those 15 days with Him. Later, i felt i was in a dream of a dream. Dream to worldly people was a dream, to me. here was a dream, those days were the real "I". i'm dreaming now but i was real before for 15 days with him. i was there and i could go back there at any time and in anywhere. i can access samadhii in 10 to 15 minutes. i like it but i can not do it. if I've done it i would be lost in the world. i couldn't do His work. sometimes, i sustain myself, sometime He helps me to. Once, a long time before, i learned a "past life" meditation method. i learned i was one of the disciples of Sakyamuni. But i didn't know who i was. Later, the image became more and more vivid. i knew Buddha didn't teach too much but a few words. Absolutely, not that many like Mahayanii's information. Thousands and thousands of sutras, translated during the time of Xuan Zuang. Where they come from? From the noble Hindi, royal Hindhi, and Monks. They were not Sakyamunii says, only a few sutra, one or two, not many. Later, i found out i was Ananda, i was with him, Sakyamuni in his lifetime. That's why i could recite so many mantras and mudras. i remembered so many meditation and spiritual practices inborn. They were coming out bit by bit along with spiritual growth. That's the answer. and thousands of years ago, i was with Him, he told me that. Later, Sakyamuni, this lifetime again, Shrii Shrii Ananda Murti, Well, all the secrecy of my life reveals today. He didn't push the button, He wanted me to find it out myself. He knows i can.

Who Are You? (2)

When i told the story. BaBa asked me one time "who is Ganesha?" i didn't want to tell the answer. A installeutal thought he knew the answer, he said "Parama Purush", My God! Parama Purusha here, Parama Purusha there, this is Brahma, Taht's Brahma,,,,,bla, bla, words only, it carries no meaning at all. According to my understading, "Who is Ganesha?" is the question to you is "Who are you?" oh! "i am Parama Pursha", "i am Brahma", wow, he knows the answer. No need five minutes, he does not know where to go? so, he said he was Brahma 5 minustes ago. five minutes later, he forgot he is Parama Purusha. Parama Purusha knows everything. Five minutes later, he doesn't know. Fiver minutes before, he knows everything. He answer the question but he knows nothing about what he is, who he is, where to go, who he should get married? What subject he should take? Who will be his best friend? what kind of job he should do? When he is young, he knows? When he is old, he knows? Breakfast he should eat, launch he should eat, why he gets sick? he should be healthy that he knows, but he is not. So, you are not Parama Purusha.....think then you answer.

Lotus House

One sister complained why rudranii didn't report to us the inspection didn't pass. when i heard the lotus house didn't pass the inspection for framing, elctrical, and plubmer. i called a handyman to do the job. three days later, inspector came back and he gave me the permit. Later, i went out looking for 6 bi-fold doors to buy. They don't have enough. One store has two, one store has one...etc. That day i didn't have launch. i drove all over the state to find what i needed. Until late in the night. i got them. It took me a whole week to finished to door problem. who installed the door, how much, where to buy etc. Next, so much garbaby in the house. while i had the handyman did the framing, i asked i paid $20 each to you, so thier guys cleaned out the whold house for me, upper level and basement. Next one, sheetrock, workers worked for three days already, but there were some missing wood. Drywall guy didn't want to do it? They said it's not their job. First time i found out daywall people didn't do the framing. In a few days i could not find people to do the job. Luckily, there were two days were Saturday and Sunday. Monday i went to the job site. i paid cash $150 to the worker so they could put up the wood which they needed. One guy said only pay to me not the other guy, the assitant. i went out to buy 2x4 enough for what they needed. There were more you guyes didn't know about it, otherwise, thousands and thousands calls to didi or to the board would be. The one i knew i would fix them. In and out so many times, to Lowes, to Home depot, called here, call there. Diipendra helped a lot, Jivanmukta helped a lot, many people were helping. With two didi's warming care and consideration, no complining from them. One day you foud out one thing, people told you one thing one day, after you fixed it, another thing happened, then you need to fix it, one by one, so many details you need to take care of it. Time, energy, workers, handyman, schedule, knowledge, and experience all goes to one job.

12-05-2021 holy house

12/5 need to pick up another bathtub in another home depot. after monday need to order 60 pcs of 2x4x8 for framing, need to buy accessary for bathtub. 12/4 Saturday, sunny Saterday morning inteview with a drywall guy. yeterday we bot 2 regular bathtubs from Home Depot. 12/01/20121 Last night finished everything around 6:00 pm, Victor is an honest and helpful handyman. compare roofer david, a crooker, he sent 4 people came to check the roof the day before yesterday, 11/29/2021 or 11/30 Mark from HVAC came for last check before inspection Today, bob from superior wall came to see he wants to make a hole for cross space for insulation by the code. 11/29 Dallan brings a window. pay 220 to Victor for installation. 11/28/2021 Sunday Yesterday, Lowes delivered 2 bathtubs. Victor almost finished siding. 11/20/2021 Ivan came he finished his job on framing. cost 2900 plus the nail 53.48; Ivan didn't install ladder on the upper level where the air conditioning unit need to ask Mark from HVAC what is needed to be done from Diipendra rocksheet, drywall, preparation and paint 11/22/2021 sign contract with David from ff insulation; i clean up everywhere; i found a beam need a nail 11/23/2021 mark is coming, diipendra has done on the basement to install fan in the bath room; 40 We got Victor offer. Hu installed 6ft door, some wood tube put nails on some 2x4 wood 41 Ordered 2 bathtub, one is left dranage, one is right dranage. 42 the main door buttom need to be fixed, skylights need framing, siding delay a week, tommy is coming 43 11/03 we went to visit Biltmore estate 44 Saturday morning, Ivan came to see how much he can do the framing. 11/11 hu is going home tomorrow. he finished tile on lotus house today 11-12 Ivan came to do the framing, mark came to explain how to do it with the HVAC turnel. $2900.00 4 skylights. 11-13 2 bathtub deliver on Saturday 11/12 Ivan didn't come to work, because there is no wood, 2x4 indoor wood; Summit will deliver 40 pieces of 2x4; Tommy is bring his truck here ready to work on Monday 11/13 Ivan will come, ps paid jivatma, $600.00 for moving siding materials on the deck. 11/15 Monday Tommy work on the ceptic system, not the road, Ivan on framing, Plumber Chris works, need insulation, dry wall, sending and prepare for painting, painting, 11/16 Insulation appointment Today 10:30 am; Tommy will finish ceptic system Today; 1 roof single deliver on 9/27 2 ivan didn't do trim on the main door and other door 3 inspection on framing , plumber, and electricity 4 HVAC install 5 hvac inspection 6 roof install 7 insullaton, how to do it with superior door? 8 drywall 9 preparation for painting 10 install 5 doors 11 Jarrod Wells truck driver delivered 18 tons of Railroad Blister Rock to the land. cost $408.00 12 9/17 Friday deliver 3 pieces 6x6 24 ft pt deliver will be on next Tuesday 9/21/21 13 9/16 dilver 16 tons of railroad bailster rocks 14 ivan dilver 5 doors from pop n will do the main doors trim in lotus house; not yet 9/18 15 9/16 Ivan delivered 3 doors, there are 2 doors left for pick up from pops. 16 9/17 we found a place for they to stay. Can not extend the rental agreement; will discuss the more rental 17 9/17 they are leaving, he parked the truck on our parking lots. 18 9/16 mom bot a window for the basement room from lowes 4x3? 19 9/17 install the roof for starway area, i bot a blower to do the cleaning; erect an warning sign in the house 20 9/20 will deliver the wood log 4x4 24ft (no one has it) 21 9/21 Jo group coming back to work Today, we found a new place bnb for them 22 9/20 Lowes delivered 3 doors 23 9/20 Jenny didn't deliver 3 poles 6x6 24 ft, will let us know when 24 funneral for Terry on Wednesday 25 9/20 HVAC came to mark all the vandalation 26 9/20 Visha Mitra came to see the house 27 9/20 Ivan $2800 stucco wall and trim for window for Lotus house 28 9/20 went to College to see the tile, they have enough tiles to build 2 bathrooms 29 Ivan didn't return the door knobs and hinge to me 30 need to clear the boarder line 31 friday rainny day no one works, started to work on roof on wed and thursday. 32 Friday i ask David his workers can work on Sat and Sunday, Friday off, Monday and Tuesday can be off, if they think they work too hard.

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A Level You may come up

The purpose i went to Shanghai was to attend a stock market seminar. Before the day i was going to pay, someone stopped me. i received the message about what i should do. The next day i went to a 5 star hotel, i saw many market experts from Taiwan. i attended the opening ceremony but i did not pay for the two years long class. Instead, there i stayed in a margii's home. They were so friendly to me. They wanted me to go to their homes one by one. Some came in their car to drive me everywhere i like to go. You may say this is Chinese culture. i visited Shanghai in May 2017. There was a three hours kiirtan organized by a Korean didi. Many margii were from other cities. i went inside the room and started uplifting the whole spiritual vibration in 10 minutes. i wanted Chinese margii to see what a samadhi vibration looked like. The spiritual vibration lasted to the end. Everyone enjoyed it. Maybe you thought there was only one time that looked like this. The next one was BaaBa's birthday. The same thing happened. i uplifted my kundalini in 10 minutes, emitting strong spiritual vibration in the room. The whole environment in the room changed right away. Spiritual vibration was so high and lasted until the end. Someone said it had never happened before. This is the service i have done for the last 30 years to the world. That's the level I'm talking about. Not there is a good one day, and other days, a bad meditation. so unstable. You have to come up to a level you can control. Then, you know what meditation is. Margii here in Asheville sees me like this, anytime i can go into samadhii.