field walk with BaBa

It was nighttime, and we were on Yangming Mountain. Baba had a routine of going for a walk twice a day. According to His will or physical instructions, important margiis, dadas, or didis would sometimes accompany Him. We were walking through a cemetery area. As we passed a gravesite, Baba stepped inside and prepared to sit. His P.A. gestured to a VSS to place a blanket on a stone stool. Baba sat on the stool, and I stood in front of Him. Whenever I was with Him, I was always arranged to be close by. Baba took a pen from His pocket. Ramananda prepared a sheet of paper and handed it to Him. Baba began to draw a cross. As He drew, He explained, “This line is prakriti, and this line is purusha.” Then He added another line and said, “This shows the direction of movement.” Before He finished His explanation, I entered nirvikalpa samadhi. When I came out of samadhi, no one was there. Everyone had followed Baba to wherever He had gone. I was alone in that place. I saw Baba’s seat, and the blanket He had been sitting on was still there. I thought Ramananda or the VSS must have forgotten to take it. I picked it up and held it to my heart. At that moment, I felt the kundalini—“Hum… Hum…”—rising from the base of my spine up to the anahata chakra. When Baba came to Taiwan, He gave me tremendous energy and uplifted my kundalini many times. This time, I was standing when I entered nirvikalpa samadhi. Interesting—samadhi while standing. I have been here for over forty years, and I haven’t seen anyone enter samadhi. The experience of samadhi is very important. Only in samadhi can you truly understand Him. Without the experience of samadhi, there is no way to truly know Him; there is no way to understand Parama Purusha. Without samadhi, it is impossible. i would like to share a story with you. i used the third eye to see BaBa's mudra. Do you know what i see? I feel I may be the only one here whose third eye is open. Is there anyone else here—or on Zoom—who has their third eye open. Have you ever seen the heat waves coming out of the tail end of a jet engine?