Wednesday, October 27, 2021
Tuesday, October 26, 2021
10-26/2021 145 Katuah
1 roof single deliver on 9/27
2 ivan didn't do trim on the main door and other door
3 inspection on framing , plumber, and electricity
4 HVAC install
5 hvac inspection
6 roof install
7 insullaton, how to do it with superior door?
8 drywall
9 preparation for painting
10 install 5 doors
11 Jarrod Wells truck driver delivered 18 tons of Railroad Blister Rock to the land. cost $408.00
12 9/17 Friday deliver 3 pieces 6x6 24 ft pt deliver will be on next Tuesday 9/21/21
13 9/16 dilver 16 tons of railroad bailster rocks
14 ivan dilver 5 doors from pop n will do the main doors trim in lotus house; not yet 9/18
15 9/16 Ivan delivered 3 doors, there are 2 doors left for pick up from pops.
16 9/17 we found a place for they to stay. Can not extend the rental agreement; will discuss the more rental
17 9/17 they are leaving, he parked the truck on our parking lots.
18 9/16 mom bot a window for the basement room from lowes 4x3?
19 9/17 install the roof for starway area, i bot a blower to do the cleaning; erect an warning sign in the house
20 9/20 will deliver the wood log 4x4 24ft (no one has it)
21 9/21 Jo group coming back to work Today, we found a new place bnb for them
22 9/20 Lowes delivered 3 doors
23 9/20 Jenny didn't deliver 3 poles 6x6 24 ft, will let us know when
24 funneral for Terry on Wednesday
25 9/20 HVAC came to mark all the vandalation
26 9/20 Visha Mitra came to see the house
27 9/20 Ivan $2800 stucco wall and trim for window for Lotus house
28 9/20 went to College to see the tile, they have enough tiles to build 2 bathrooms
29 Ivan didn't return the door knobs and hinge to me
30 need to clear the boarder line
31 friday rainny day no one works, started to work on roof on wed and thursday.
32 Friday i ask David his workers can work on Sat and Sunday, Friday off, Monday and Tuesday can be off, if they think they work too hard.
33 10/11 two guys delivered the door, they didn't want to put the door in the room. i told them to bring it
back, if they didn't want to put the door in the room. delivered delay 2 hours until 6:00 pm, all the workers
have went back home. we went to LOWES to complain. the manager spiro talked to us. i arrange some of the wood need to return back to summit.
34 i called Ivan. He is sick. till Today, i called Alberto to confirm he is sick
35 we need a company who knows how to do fiber cement siding
36 10/20 yesterday i talked to Pisgah, a siding company, came to give an estimate; also, another 2; Dependra came to install fan for bathroom, plumber is coming on 10/21
37 can not find bath tub; tomorrow, there are two Victors will come to give estimate.
38 Sunday Hu came. 10/25 Monday Hu installed three door locks. We bot stabler and stable for 2x4 framing work.
39 10/25 Dada Maheshavarananda came back with BaoBao's car. Yuri came to see the siding. He and Michael are good friends. Michael install HVAC for us. Is he using recycled materials or not, Mr Huang said yes, he says no.
40 We got Victor offer. Hu installed 6ft door, some wood tube put nails on some 2x4 wood
41 Ordered 2 bathtub, one is left dranage, one is right dranage.
42 the main door buttom need to be fixed, skylights need framing, siding delay a week, tommy is coming
43 11/03 we went to visit Biltmore estate
44 Saturday morning, Ivan came to see how much he can do the framing.
Friday, October 22, 2021
Progressing
10/22/2021
We have many visitors coming Today. Denika and Shivani, Jivamuta and Solanii. Jivamuta will move all the woods to Lotus House. Siding to the deck. We are going to pay him $600.00, so Tommy can come to put road and do aceptic channel.
It makes me unhappy is about the midiator. Why we need a mediator? That means we have conflict. Why we have conflict? means we have someone out there not follow yama and niyama, 15 shilla. We don't care on the basic foundation building but the rotton accumulating. not the root but the surface.
i can recite Ananda Sutra from 8 minutes to 7 minutes, from 7 minutes to 6 minutes. The difference is when the speed slow down i still can think of the meaning of the verses, but speed up to that i have to grasp my breath, up to this level, i couldn't think of the meaning of verses, but unconsciously the meaning is there.
Most of the people are not worth to have their own home. Having observed this society for 20 years, having a tenant move out and will have one move in. In between, usually, i go in to the rental. See how to change a slum to a holy land. then, hand out this holy land to a new tenant. All the time, the holy land would become a slum and back to my hand. Lately these two, three years, tears from my heart drops when i am seeing the house where the tenant had lived in. How can people live in this kind of environment and this kind of condition. They pay over 2000 a month rent. Showing they are capable to pay rent, but they don't have time to live a life. Like a dog is living in a dog way.
Thursday, October 21, 2021
Sunday, October 17, 2021
Panchajanya
Panchajanya is never a collective sadhana, always individual. Our acarya, no one knows why Ba'Ba' wants us to practice panchajanya. That's why.
When i went to mainland China in 2017. i found out Ranqi acarya didn't know how to do the 3rd lesson. At least they were confused. They were confused because one of Ba'Ba's darshan. Margii in mainland China has ways to follow because of teachings from acarya made differences.
Visaye purusha avabasah jiivatma,
Atmani sattasamsthitih.
From these two verses, you can see the unit soul is called atman. Why didn't mahayanii follower recognize the atman? When did they change Buddha's realization? It's a long time ago. Buddha's teaching hardly left to us Today. 果樹有果是因為有花,樹之長成是因為有種子,人有個根基才能成長,佛教不接受Atman之說,你能接受這種不合邏輯的説法嗎?前次谈过Atman, 没有Atman, 那么报应要如何找着始做俑者呢?
David is a cheater
Our roofer guy, David said he knew carpentry work. Actually he didn't. his relative knew he didnt know. his cosin came to cut the fiber cement siding to make the roof fascial around the top. He charged over 1000.00 and plus some materials.
10-17-2021katuah
1 roof single deliver on 9/27
2 ivan didn't do trim on the main door and other door
3 inspection on framing , plumber, and electricity
4 HVAC install
5 hvac inspection
6 roof install
7 insullaton, how to do it with superior door?
8 drywall
9 preparation for painting
10 install 5 doors
11 Jarrod Wells truck driver delivered 18 tons of Railroad Blister Rock to the land. cost $408.00
12 9/17 Friday deliver 3 pieces 6x6 24 ft pt deliver will be on next Tuesday 9/21/21
13 9/16 dilver 16 tons of railroad bailster rocks
14 ivan dilver 5 doors from pop n will do the main doors trim in lotus house; not yet 9/18
15 9/16 Ivan delivered 3 doors, there are 2 doors left for pick up from pops.
16 9/17 we found a place for they to stay. Can not extend the rental agreement; will discuss the more rental
17 9/17 they are leaving, he parked the truck on our parking lots.
18 9/16 mom bot a window for the basement room from lowes 4x3?
19 9/17 install the roof for starway area, i bot a blower to do the cleaning; erect an warning sign in the house
20 9/20 will deliver the wood log 4x4 24ft (no one has it)
21 9/21 Jo group coming back to work Today, we found a new place bnb for them
22 9/20 Lowes delivered 3 doors
23 9/20 Jenny didn't deliver 3 poles 6x6 24 ft, will let us know when
24 funneral for Terry on Wednesday
25 9/20 HVAC came to mark all the vandalation
26 9/20 Visha Mitra came to see the house
27 9/20 Ivan $2800 stucco wall and trim for window for Lotus house
28 9/20 went to College to see the tile, they have enough tiles to build 2 bathrooms
29 Ivan didn't return the door knobs and hinge to me
30 need to clear the boarder line
31 friday rainny day no one works, started to work on roof on wed and thursday.
32 Friday i ask David his workers can work on Sat and Sunday, Friday off, Monday and Tuesday can be off, if they think they work too hard.
33 10/11 two guys delivered the door, they didn't want to put the door in the room. i told them to bring it
back, if they didn't want to put the door in the room. delivered delay 2 hours until 6:00 pm, all the workers
have went back home. we went to LOWES to complain. the manager spiro talked to us. i arrange some of the wood need to return back to summit.
34 i called Ivan. He is sick. till Today, i called Alberto to confirm he is sick
35 we need a company who knows how to do fiber cement siding
36 10/20 yesterday i talked to Pisgah, a siding company, came to give an estimate; also, another 2; Dependra came to install fan for bathroom, plumber is coming on 10/21
37 can not find bath tub; tomorrow, there are two Victors will come to give estimate.
38 Sunday Hu came. 10/25 Hu installed three door locks. We bot stabler and stable for 2x4 framing work.
39 10/25 Dada Maheshavarananda came back with BaoBao's car. Yuri came to see the siding. He and Michael are good friends. Michael install HVAC for us. Is he using recycled materials or not, Mr Huang said yes, he says no.
40 10/27 hu installed two locks for upper level and basement.
More in details
While we were checking this house, Rudranii liked this house and was thinking to buy this house in her mind. When we were leaving, i saw there was a car in the parking lot. i saw there was a lady siting in the car waiting. i knew she was waiting her agent. We left with our agent. i sat in the car on the right seat in front. Rudranii and the agent were talking to each other. While they were talking, i used my eye to see what's going on at the parking lot. The lady was leaving the hosue with her agent. i saw her mind that she was not interested in buying this house. So i said to them "ok, there was no problem to buy this house. The lady in the parking was not interest in buying the house. We can give an offer." i said to Rudranii to support what was in her mind. She then, said to the agent that we were going to give a offer. The agent was thinking to find the sale agent. This is the whole thing in details what i said yesterday in my facebook. Remembered here i raraly use my eye to see what it is. Don't think i know everything in this way. No, only some times. i'm keeping myself to know nothing.
Tuesday, October 12, 2021
Janusparsha Mudra and Varabhaya Mudra
How Baba’s Photographs were taken
Dada Svarupananda
It happened in the very beginning when Ananda Marga was very small and very
few people were there who would come to listen to Baba – His discourses and
all that.
I was very young, hardly 19 years. I was a university student then.
Suddenly Baba made a programme to come to Calcutta. So we came to Calcutta.
Baba had planned to stay with one family. But when we reached, the family
was not there. The room was locked. Then Baba asked me where we should go.
I said: “Baba, Your younger brother stays near the railway station. We can
go there.” Baba did not know his address but I knew it, so we went there.
We stayed for a while. He went to His office and then Baba went for a walk,
at about maybe ten in the morning. Then, the then General Secretary, Mr.
P.K. Chatterjee, Pranav Chatterjee, told me “We don’t have any good
photograph of Baba. So, can you request Baba to go to any studio where we
can have a very good photograph (of Him). I said, “I don’t know if Baba
will agree.”
So, when we came to the market place, I saw one good studio. It was the
“Durga Studio”. So I said, “Baba, we don’t have any good photograph of
Yours, so please come to the studio.” Baba replied, “I’m not interested to
go to any studio.” I insisted and, with much difficulty, He came. He sat on
the chair. Then I said, “Please get ready.” The photographer also got
ready. He put on all the lights. And there was a very big camera. Those
days, there weren’t any small cameras. And then he (the photographer) said
“It is not very proper. He is not properly shaved. So you should go to a
saloon (a barbershop) and get Him properly shaved.” Baba said, “No, no, no,
I’m not going to any saloon.” Again, we came out. Then I insisted. Baba
entered the saloon also and got Himself properly shaved. Then, He sat on
the chair again. And again the lights were put on. Then the photographer
said, “No, no, no, no.” Then I asked, “What’s the problem now?” He said,
“His glasses are so thick that the eyes will look very small. So instead of
wearing glasses, He should wear only the frame.” So, I bought one frame and
put it on His face and His photograph was taken.
Baba said, “Oh, you have made me a very funny person – taking me to the
studio, then to the saloon, then back to the studio, then having me being
taken a photograph only with the frame, without any glasses.”
So after three days, we came to the same shop to get the delivery of the
photographs. The photographs were very good. Baba was very happy. Then He
said, “Ok, my mother will be very happy to see these photographs.” Then, He
told me, “Do they have anything on which I can sit there?” I said “Yes,
Baba I have something.” So He went there again, into the studio. That day
He was ready, well shaved. And the frame, the frame without glasses, was in
my bag. So He asked me, “Do you have that frame?” I said “Yes.” He put on
His frame and then He sat on the ground, not on the chair. And He asked the
photographer to get ready. When the photographer got ready, Baba came in
Varabhaya Mudra. When He was in Varabhaya Mudra, the photographer did not
know and said “What is this? Please hands down, please hands down.” He was
not knowing that this is the proper mudra in which He has to be taken the
photograph. “No, no, no, no, please. Hands down please, hands down please.”
I said “No, no, no, no. In the posture in which He is sitting, please take
the photograph.” And Baba was sitting in that posture, Varabhaya Mudra, for
more than five minutes. Then, he took one photograph. Again, Baba came in
Janusparsha Mudra, in a second mudra. Again the photographer said “I don’t
have time. What is this? Please put your hands properly.” I said “No, no,
no, no. In whatever posture He is sitting, please take this photograph.” So
he took His photograph. In that mudra also Baba was sitting for more than
five minutes. The mudra photos of Baba that we see today, Varabhaya Mudra
or Janusparsha Mudra, they are the same photographs. After that, no other
photograph was taken of Baba in those two mudras.
So then, when Baba came out, He said “You see, today you have done
something historical.” I said “What? How can I do anything historical?” He
said “These two photographs - I will not permit anyone to take photographs
of me in this mudra anymore. In DMC it is ok but otherwise, I will not
permit anyone. And He said “The second thing is, that at the same time, at
the same place I have never given two mudras. I have given only Varabhaya
Mudra, never Janusparsha Mudra.”
And He was not in a proper mood to sit. With much difficulty we took Him to
the car. Myself and that Dada also, we three were in a different mood. That
photographer also was weeping and crying and we could not know what was the
reason. Then I asked Baba “What was the reason that he was crying?” He said
“You know, the effect of Varabhaya Mudra is not an ordinary effect. It
creates a very high spiritual environment. And in that environment, if
someone comes, he may be a margii, he may not be a margii, he may be a
sadhaka, he may be a non-sadhaka, that will have an effect on his mind and
his body. So He said “These two mudras, I never give two mudras at the same
time and at the same place. This is the first time I have given them like
that.” And He said “From today I’m deciding one thing: that I will give
only one mudra, not two mudras.” And thereafter Baba gave only Varabhaya
Mudra, and never Janusparsha Mudra in collective gatherings.
But in one or two instances, He gave Janusparsha Mudra in some places for
some sadhakas.
Sunday, October 10, 2021
Cold
When i saw Chinese army went into Korean peninsula to fight with 16 countries United Nation's soliders in 1950. When the American troops retreated to Pratunam Bridge. There was no Bridge. They had 48 hours to make a bridge. Finally, American troops could retreated out in safe. Why were there 48 hours window period without Chinese troops attack? Actually, Chinese troops already stayed there waiting in the woods would ambush American troops. But it was under minus celsius 40, all 125 people were frozen to death.
i remembered the first time i went to India to see Ba'Ba'. We, Taiwanese could not go to India. India didn't give us visa. What could we do? Ba'Ba' told me personally "go through Nepal". How did a Taiwanese understood how cold the weather would be in Nepal during winter time. One time, my parners, Tapesha, Sanjaya, Urmila etc they wanted to travel to the Southern Highway during Chinese New Year time. meaning that in February. I was not aware of the timing of the weather. Without any preparation, i traveled with them. The first day i found out. My God! There was no fun. We camped out in the first night. i felt so cold. i didn't have winter jacket. i couldn't sleep. So i sat up in a meditation mode. Until everyone woke up in the morning. i saw a puddle of water over my head. i went through every night in this way. When i arrived Tiljala, DaDa's LFT stole my only one whole wool sweater. How could i went through February in Nepal. Everynight, i sat on meditation until two o'clock. i got up and took a cold shower using a small candle. Becuase in Nepal, there was no electric power after 9:00 pm. I got up at 2:00 am in the morning. i took a cold shower. After shower i went to sat on meditation in the D.C. hall until two others joined me later on. We had akandha kiirtan everyday.
Wednesday, October 6, 2021
Sunday, October 3, 2021
The whole thing is a cheat
From here to open up a incredible story:
There is this coup happened last week. Visha Mitra tried to pulish us by we were not allow to attend the HOA meeting with Ramesha. By my email, i accused them they don't have the right to refuse their judgement in their private personal court. then, they said, this is only a request. but i knew it is not a request. it is their small group of coup to make the decision. the reason they are using is "we destroy the peach in this community.'
ok, now, we go back to the original. Becuase his business was not clear. One reason was he needed money in a hurry. then, we all got cheated.
In the Covenant, first he told rudranii we can split the land. from HOA meeting, we can not split the land. there were four members. jagabandhu, Anisha and Tulsita, Rudranii and Visha Mitra. Visha Mitra lied to Rudranii said we can change it later.
Here, everyone thought Rudranii is a good man. We can bully her in anyway. So, acaryas, dada, didi all want to take advantage of her. They can fool her but they can not fool me. Of course, i wanted sacrifice what my BaBa wanted, but i don't want anyone take advantage it. i follow yama and niyama, dada and didi they don't according to my experience. Give an example, In Taiwan, no ex-acarya can attend D.C. this is what BaBa wants. No workers in path of bliss follow. Ranqi robbed American margii's properties into their hand. No sign of return back to American margii. Did Ranqi follow yama and niyama? No, and no one from their side speaks out.
Unreasonable bylaws, any building in the future has to have these four members approve, include my house. That's the factor created upset in the mind of Anisha and Tulsita. In these kind of clauses, Visha Mitra didn't rejected at the very beginning, remembered he is a pro. he is the devloper. he knows what they are, but he doesnt say anything. he really, not worth a family acarya.
There is no clear suvyorlance in between our land and Anisha and tulsita's land. The deal is really not clear.
i wrote a letter to dada Mahesvarananda, accused Visha Mitra cheated me. Need to composed a triburou to take care of this issue. i complained to dada and Visha Mitra. For his not clear deal, it made all the people thinking i'm a bad guy. i didn't help jajabandhu. Anisha and Tusita thinking they have the right which HOA bylaw gave them the power, they can use the teeth to control where we can build out house, which tree we can cut and which we can not cut. Acutually, they came to our land so many times without our invitation, because they wanted to know how we are going to build our house. Why? people got bad feeling among us. Juat started frin Visha Mitra. Which i don't have to be a bad man, but now i have to because i need to protech my property. (we should not buy the land from Visha Mitra.) later, he put a electrical box in our property. i comfront with him, did he ask Anisha and Tusita? did he explain to me clarly, explain clearly, there is 10 ft easement at back of the box, and left and right of the box, we have more easement because he thought we are the old couples and are easily bully with. He admited that is his fault. means "yes, that's my fault so what we can do about it. the box was already built in our land." again, cheated issue was created.
A few meeting, i attended the first meeting, i sensed there is a very wrong there. the 2nd meeting, i found out so many people wanted to take advantage us, because rudranii is too good to be bully. And i have to stop it. i showed them we are not that weak like they thought about us. First i mentioned the contract with us. when we bought the land, there is clear. three years later Visha Mitra showed me an easment their , he put a paper in front of us and wanted me to sign it. i don't want to sign it on the land. all the way back home rudranii scolded me like anything for 40 minutes from the land back to home. Later, Rudranii and Visha Mitra went to the attorney to sign the paper and let me know nothing for over a year. Until i found out i said that paper is an illegal paper. because i'm the husband and wife with rudranii. Visha Mitra cheated me in this way.
His fault, now, it's my fault, it's our fault, do you think we still have justice? i have been a margii for 45 years. what do i know not? i knew exactaly every step what Visha Mitra is going on. i would like to see how he play the game in the future.
Saturday, October 2, 2021
you like to learn how to meditate, here i am available
i used to have thousands and thousands of people like to learn meditation from me. Through me they like to know who is my teacher. Even here, when a person learn what i say to them, they want to learn from me right away. i try to introduce someone to teach them, but they don't want to. They want to learn directly from me. i would like to teach occult meditaion or relization meditation, or sleeping meditation. I know all the methods how to teach them in a effective way. Anyone is interested to learn from me. They can find me.
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