A note for meditation

Years ago, i did a special meditation to find out my past life. I was a Bhudda's follower. Along all the years i'm growing. The image came even clearer and more clear. In the beginning i started to learn meditation, the first three times, i got Savikalpasamadhi. i saw Sakyamuni came into me and smile at me. Again, it happened the next time i went to learn meditation. Down to now, so many samadhi i got. So many methods i had known. They just came to me by the different spiritual levels. That's why i could see why Ba'Ba' came to Taiwan, Ba'Ba' was very happy. Each time he infused me with his energy when he saw me physically. The first time he thought he may put too much energy into me. He took part of the energy back. i still remembered i saw the energy came off me and went out from my room. i saw the energy looked like a spider net. The color was reddish. Those days i was alone in the house. I went to the mountain and did meditation in the mountain all by myself. Some times i was full of energy, i felt i was going to exploded. That's the reason i started to study how to keep the energy in the body. This was the secret of a "sadhaka" need to learn. Otherwise, you will be a beginner the rest of your life time, no matter how long you have been practicing. That't why you may see so many monks and nuns in a temple. They are just like the lion stoney statue sitting in front of the temple and never change. i rememberer i had said one time the western "sadhaka" could not sit on lotus. But if they understand it their body change and they could sit on lotus and they can sit on it long, at least more than 3 hours.