How to Control Kundaliini

There were three days of Kiirtan Retreat here in Asheville. Appreciated to Jaganbandhu again. Thank him for all the work ofpreparation. Lately, i finished my 5 days water-only fasting. While i'm recovering, i joined a few hours of kiirtan, i worried about my physical strength. After long fasting i got so much energy. Rudranii went for training for 10 days. i had not been talking for 10 days. Later, i found out i lost my voice. It's not easy to recover for the voice i found out. After 30 minutes of kiirtan, i was ready for a samadhii. Seeing a few kundaliini energy came out several times, i was waiting for the moment burst out. The moment had come when i had to tell stories about my experence with Ba'Ba'. i burst out like volcano with the kundaliini. Even didi Ananda Lalitta got little of a shock. She was sitting cross me on a round table. Next day, i went to the dome to enjoy a few hours of kiirtan. i knew this volcano would explode out at any moment. Really, when i sat down on meditation, not long, it exploded out as i expected. i tried so hard to stop it by lowering down my mind. i knew i could not talk about Ba'Ba'. I could not listen to kiirtan too long, or crying "Ba'Ba' too many times or hear any one carying "Ba'Ba' too many times." i should not raise up kundaliini, or it would not be calmed down under control. Margiis would not recognize what happened to me. They did not or ever haven't had this kind of experience. It would affect me for the rest of several days. Actually, ah! margiis, you can learn to have this if you really want it -- to know how to control this sleeping kundaliini.