BaBa Mentioned Two Statements

i found out how BaBa talked to western people, most of the examples are on the physical level. In this way is easier to let them understand. Also, they can take it and they can accept it. BaBa mentioned two statements. These two things you need to connect them together. But to me, it's different. I think because i'm already there on and in between the 3rd and the fourth stages. So i knew if i told my experience with BaBa. Western people could not take them. They could not believe them. That's why i didn't talk about my experience with BaBa at all. Or i would mention something on the physical level. BaBa mentioned two statements before. BaBa said "I was a mystic before, i'm a mystic now. And i will remain a mistic in the future." Next, he mentioned many times about mysticism. He said our tantra is a cult. Our tantra is mysticism. These two statements seem there is no related connection. In order to understand the chain between finite and infinite, you'd have been better to put these two statements together. After many years of sadhana and practice, i found out within me more and more overwhelmed with mysticism. It became my brand name now. Why? You tell me.