Asheville is a Desert of BaBa's Philosophy

Asheville is a Desert of BaBa's Philosophy In Asheville there are many margii sisters. They have no interest on BaBa's philosophy. They don't know it. They don't understand it. They are not interested, So they can not talk about it. They can not discuss it. Actually, most of the problem is they do not do a good and proper meditation and spiritual practice. Anyway, i see there are not so many philosophers coming out from sisters in the whole human history. Among sisters, there are a few feminism sisters in controlling organizational activities. This is not a good sign. When our family just moved here in Asheville, i found out all the sisters are interested in giving Darshan during D.C. i felt this was not right. They told me the reason why because sisters had no experience to give a talk in the public. This is absolutely not the reason to give lecture in D.C. Sisters can go to school to learn it. Why waste people's life to train sisters so they can give lecture in public. Mirabii emailed me said oh! You are new, you don't know. What's new to me as an old margii. BaBa already set up everything in the organization. Everywhere, anytime will remain the same. i remembered in my new time to be here in the organization. There were no BaBa's books to read. Every week all the margii are waiting D.C. so we could learn what BaBa said in all around subjects. All the monks and nuns also expected Crimson Dawn coming. so they could read it and transferred it to margii. Everyone could lean. Now, i understood what's going on here. So i said Ok, but don't give me all the grabagy. Then, feminism group started to move. Mirabi told the story to Kaoverii. Kaoverii called Rudranii said :" i wanted to organize people giving Darshan." At that time, i did not pay attention to it, to what's going on here. Later, i found out this is a movement, a movement to control what's going on here. Woo! Rudranii said ok! So Kaoverii started to have everyone know if they like to give Darshan, they can register and they can give Darshan in D.C. Ha! Ha! this is it. Politics! On spiritual group, it is a dark time every time people are using political power to control what they want. Not follow what a right thing to do. Feminism vs Male? what's the difference. Both are bad. Use political power even worse. Two didi here strengthen their power. Well, i spit on it. Let them play a main role here. Now i understood what Mirabii said something i did not know. i withdraw myself from D.C. i can do and practice in my own corner. i don't have the same level with your so called feminism to compete with. Verendra was macho and Mirabii was feminism. Crash existed was long ago. Why do i need to get involve? Later, election of B.P. Rudranii called into their conspiracy. I almost got into it by selling books and wrote down the book. I knew there something was not right. So i was waiting for someone to give me a clean idea about what it is should be. But no one comes forward. Well, this is it, usually, everywhere always not clear and not clean on books, anything and anywhere are involving on money. This is how i keep myself clean. i remembered What BaBa did on his account book.