Usually every month, in the darkest night during the darkest time, i would appear at one spot, where? in front of a tomb in a certain cemetery. It was not necessarily in one specific place.
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of the wisdom.
Once i went to Hua Lien jagrtii. The purpose was to observe fifteen days fasting. A row of two floors building sat behind a traffic main road. From Hua Lien jagrtii, you walked twenty minutes you would reach a sanding beach. Where you could sit and watch the sun rising. You could feel the positive energy from the water. You heard the sound of tiding back and forth back and forth.
A long fasting was a dangerous move, if you could not control your self. Or you were lack of discipline. Every day you should have regular bow movement. Drank enough water as usual. If you did not have regular routine bow movement. you need to do something. Did asana and meditation twice a day or more.
The first or two days i felt fine. I felt light and clean. And my eyes could see even more. The third day during sunset time, i saw a girl appeared in the house. Long hair with white robe moved from my room, i could see her moving to the other side. As i said before, this was a row of building. No one stayed in the neighborhood, except me alone. She was moving from this side to the other side. i knew she was a ghost. It's time to do meditation, i started to sit one the floor. A few minutes in the beginning, she still was moving back and forth. i felt disturbed. So i invited her to meditate with me. But she was angry. She sat close to me and stretched her head toward my head and stared at me with her raising big eyes angrily. Ok! If you did not want to. i kept doing my sadhana and she kept her moving. Until the end of fasting, i went out to buy some fruits. i planed to break fast after fifteen days. i came back from the market. I opened the iron folding door up, hoo, i was shock. it's out of my expecting, i saw her siting on the steps. i walked around her and brought the food up to the second floor. i knew she did not know i could see her.
Nirmala was in charge of Hwa Lien jagrtii. i did not want to tell her there was a ghost living with her. after i left. i did not want her to know this when she came back to the jagrtii.
