He is so good

When we were poor, i took two jobs. One was from 9 to 5, another one was from 9 pm to 3 am. I was so tired. Still i had to do meditation two times a day. Mom wanted me to have more time to be with Narada. The only time i had was Saturday and Sunday. Sunday and Satureday, more time? Really, Work till Saturday, i didn't have energy left to be with Narada. He had so much energy. He wanted to play. He would be satisfied if someone could play with him. After all, he was from my kundalinii. On Saturday and Sunday, i usually took him to Toy's r us. Because? i told him:" you can play here. you know papu has no money to buy toys to you. you can play here, here you have all the toys you want." He was so good. He didn't cry. He went to play right away. Then, i would find a corner to sit, so i can close my eyes. then, i could slept for a while. Sometimes, Narada would come to me and check on me. If i was still asleep, he would go back to play. Mom didn't know this until now.