One of What American margii did not believe my BaBa story

One American margii once doubted the truth of my experience with Baba. I share this account with sincerity and respect, as a testimony of grace. When I was in Ranqi,India, I was residing in a school. One morning, after waking and brushing my teeth, a human-shaped shadow suddenly appeared before me and gently said, “Come at nine.” At that moment, I knew without any doubt that it was Baba calling me. At exactly nine o’clock, I went to Baba’s headquarters and stood quietly in front of the house. All the margiis were waiting at the main gate on the opposite side, some distance away. Soon, I saw Baba step out from the doorway, calmly adjusting his sleeves. I understood then that Baba dressed himself and had no personal assistant. Baba looked toward me, and though no physical words were spoken, his message entered my mind clearly: “I will not speak with you outwardly.” In that instant, I understood that Baba knew many people had felt jealousy toward me when he visited Taiwan in 1978, including both margiis and acaryas. Out of compassion and protection, Baba did not wish for such feelings to arise again during my time in India. With deep humility, I replied inwardly, “Baba, I have come here only to see you. I have no other purpose.” At that moment, Baba placed me into samadhi. After a long period, I gradually returned to ordinary awareness and realized that I was still standing in front of the house. This sacred experience later taught me that samadhi does not depend on posture alone. It is not necessary to sit in the lotus position; one may also enter samadhi while standing, when grace descends.