His Drama

His Drama After thousand years of incarnation and reincarnation, there were fifteen days in my life. Twenty-five thousand years ago, i was learning under Shaykyamuni and i was Ananda, one of his disciples. The story was following like this. Ananda didn't get realized. All others, when the first gathering, disciples wanted to write down what Buddha said to them after Shykyamuni left his body. Only Ananda could do it. Why? He could memorize what Buddha said to them on each darshan. He was the number one on memory power. Used to be since the Veda period, million years ago, no script was invented yet. What did people need to do? They need to memorize the resii and petri's darshan. They need to listen to the old man telling stories to them. Once, i was with so and so. He told me such and such a thing. You need to follow it Today. This routine job came along down to Buddha's time. Even there were two kinds of scripts invented. One is writing from left to right. It is called "Kharosthi". One is writing from right to left. It's called "Brahmii". Still, they didn't record it. Until later, they found out why not. Why they didn't write down what Buddha told them what to do in every respect. They need to meet all the realization people which were Buddha's disciples. But Ananda didn't get a realization yet. So they held a meditation gathering. All the one hundred realized souls met together. They strengthened the power and focused on Ananda. They all wanted to help Ananda to get a realization. They made it eventually. This was the first gathering. When Buddha left his body fifty years later. They recorded what Buddha's said from the memory of Ananda. That's why i dared to say that's the only record of the sutra was Buddha's words. The rest were not among Mahayanii's sutras. No matters how many gatherings afterward. In this life, i liked to memorize everything. During my childhood, i liked to memorize formulas that i didn't understand. So later on, i could bring it out to think of it. Philosophy, strange words, and terms to me, i would repeat to read them again and again until i would recognize them easily. But Ba'ba's to me was easy. i was so sick in childhood. Because i used to be a vegetarian. But my parents fed me so much meat. Until later, i changed my diet. i became healthy and strong when i learned what to eat in Ananda Marga. The miracle happened in the first week, i killed allergy in the first week after i learned half bath. When i observed fasting first time, i could fly. At the first fasting, before breaking fast the next morning, i walked on the steps from 12 floor down to the first floor, and up again three times, no breath stop feeling. That why fasting has been so easy to me for years even today. When Ba'Ba' came to meet me, he was so happy to see me. A great soul was waiting for him here in Taiwan. Ba'Ba' taught me by showing me how he lived his life in these fifteen days. I believed why he needed to postpone his stay lasted to 15 days. He wanted me to see and to learn. And also, not too much. he took away my energy one time later. He blocked my capability of power one time. He reduced the strength in me. He let me know I used to be so famous, but not this lifetime. I knew that so I acted like him, hiding behind Ananda Marga, and also being the number one in Ananda Marga. (See this is the way how he protects his disciples). Prutulananda came to Taichung and met me in the jagrti the first time, he challenged me by saying these words to me,: "Who are you dare to translate Ba'Ba' s darshan?" i challenged it back by saying "show me the mistakes." He responded with silence. Everyone thought I was so new to a margii. I translated "Autobiography of a Yogi" written by Yogananda, influencing thousands of Chinese, spread out in Southeast Asia. Kriya Yoga's headquarter in Los Angeles rejected my requested letter to do the translation by a response letter to where I was in Taipei. The translated version you still can find it online. They were three volumes. Thanks to Ishvara, he published them out and sell them in the market. Fifteen days in thousand of years. I was so lucky. Today, I'm living in a frugo way of life which no one in Margo learned the way I have learned from Him. A way you never knew and ever learned. I learned from Him by living with Him for 15 days. He said to me and showed Him to me. So many workers living with Him in India. They were so so still. Why? first, you have to be at a higher level yourself, then, you can learn more with Him. See how the importance of a Sadguru to a disciple.