Back to twenty years ago, i heard gandava sang kiirtan while i was doing akanda kiirtan alone at home. Their beautiful voice, the voice you could only hear in heaven. Somehow, here and their i heard from them singing kiirtan, i was just enjoyed hearing their singing by my ears. It has been this way for twenty years. this year, one day, one morning, it clicked in mind, i started to learn their way of singing kiirtan. Miracle exploded. The special was found that Gandava's singing was their beautiful voice with compassion. That's why if you followed for a while, you could see energy pouring out from your heart.
Long time this kind of practice has been uplifting kundalinii through kiirtan. From a point it would be easily take a person enter into samadhii. For twenty years they found out what was the difference between singing with kundaliini or qi. Others would say they felt the strong vibration during kiirtan first time this time.
This year i was using different strategy of practice during this summer retreat (the year of 2016 summer retreat). i heard the message "make them happy" again and again during retreat. You know, during DMC, BaBa would ask "Did margiis like my darshan?", "Did they understand my darshan?", "Did my darshan get translated?", "Did they have any complain?"........BaBa's meditation is difference from ours. Ours is to meditate on Him. His meditation is on us. BaBa wants us happy all the time. BaBa think of us all the time. These retreat days made me think of them and wanted make them happy. The meaning of this kiirtan explained by itself. Followed the meaning while you are dancing, you will be one with the Whole Creation--"LOVE". With Bhatik perfect kiirtan is there. Wow! it is not for Him but for "us". It is for "us" You are who you are and you will be who you will be. At the end of the retreat, people hug each other by themselves. Many people came to me and hug me and expressed their good wish and their blessing. This is what i will bring back to where i am now.
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