避静的第二天早上, 到了禅堂, 在开始播放上师唱诵药师佛心咒,心裏觉得上师唱的很虔诚。(註1)不知道打从那裏来,这时我看到上师(註2)突然地出现,他站在禅堂右前方的脚落,观世音普萨站在上师捎左后方,上师巡视整个会众,在看看多少人来参加吧? 我没有把这当一回事(註4),仍然继续着要做的事--开始做静坐。过一阵子,会众心口合一一起念诵着药师佛心咒,这时候我闭着双眼,也跟着会众唱诵药师佛心咒。当时我是不知道会众在唱什麽,我仔细地听,想去捉那个音,中间还有一倆个音节不很清楚(注5),后来才知道念错了呢。不一会功夫,忽然看到药师佛出现在我眼前,我还不知道怎麽一回事?看到衪侧着身子出现在我眼前跟我打招呼。后来我在想药师佛一定很喜欢开玩笑,看祂蛮优默的样子。 我问衪说:“你的願是什么?” 药师佛没有说话, 衪伸出双手到我的胸前, 打开我的心轮, 顿时, 厚厚的一朵云,在衪的双手下面,从我的心轮贲放出来,一股股kuandalini的能量试放出来。这时,我明白了衪的心願。我就说:"哦!这是你的心願啊!" 衪接着跟我说:"你许願阿!你许願阿!" 起先我不说,不敢说,说了做不到,不是在骗人吗。药师佛一直逼着我说,我被衪逼急了,就说:"我许!我许!" 这时候我就哭出来了。当时我明白, 修行了那么久,我的上师Shrii Shrii Ananda Murtiji(註3)给了我那麽多的能力,智慧 和教诲,我都没有好好地利用来帮助众生,只是在享受所擁有的这一切靈性的资源,偶而这裏做一点,那裏帮一点,就以为做了很多。贪玩啊!嗟叹!这些年来,自己做的实在太少了!
最后一天,药师佛来的很迟,不像昨天那么早,几几乎在会众唱诵药师佛心咒快结束时才来。起先我还在想是不是念的不够专心, 心想怎麽这麽久还不来,就打起精神来, 念的更诚心了.由于会众的诚心诚意,药师佛终於出现在会众前, 衪一来就坐在祂的宝座上,隐约可见到左右排列的药师佛国,什麽都是透明的东方琉璃世界。这次祂来到, 是要示现祂作为一个上师,作为一个师尊的莊严。可惜,唱诵结束,照指示,又开始做别的练习。
註:
1 初发心学佛者是佛, 跟这么多的佛在一起避静,大家都非常的用心,加持了那麽多的能量,能不进步吗?
2 这裏提到的上师是金菩提上师。
3 我的上师Shrii Shrii Ananda Murtiji; 当代最伟大的唯一的密宗上师。只有祂说到自己是无所不能,无所不知,无所不在的。在这裏,如此说,不为什麽, 只为祂能够如此说明祂自己, 还有我自己在靈性上某种程度上的认知。随举一例:有一次,上师在法庭上作辬方,印度的法庭上,双方要先决定用什麽语言说话;上师说我会250多国语言,你们要用那一种语言呢?为了你们都听懂,也能讲得明白,我用英语。上师是用英国地道的英语说话的(我所知道的是衪会说印度的所有的方言;说起方言时,非常地道,地方上的人都以为衪是同乡呢,要知道印度方言何其多)。有一次,在台北,一位乩童跟我说:"任何种语言我都会,我还能讲天语,讲解天语。",我是不懂天语的,我跟他说:"很好啊,那我们就用英语说话吧." 因当时有位印度僧侣在场,印度僧侣不懂华语,我就选用英语,如此大家可以相互交通,不需要翻译。用英语本不足为奇,却不知这位懂天语的乩童不会英语。他可是张口结舌,说不出话了。也有多位梵文学者在不同的玚合,测试我的上师梵文的程度;上师用过巴利文,但是没见过有人测试上师的巴利文,没人懂吧?
有很多自命为上师的,而且宣称自己无所不知,能知过去未来, 只要拿英语小试便知其英语的成度了。很多喜欢讲前世的,只要拿今日事便知了,何须前世事,竟是讲那些有的没有的,有什麽屁用。
4 这样的事在我身上,经常发生,不足为奇。我也好奇在考考他们;在他们看我的时候,他们知不知道我能看到他们。註6。
5 LAZASAMU,梵文应该是RAJASAM,可以读成RAJASAMO,意思是所有国王中的皎皎者;最初我听成了RAJA SAM MAHA,意思是国王中最伟大,最崇高,最尊贵的国王。
宇宙中,任何震动都有声音,每个声音都有意义。咒音,咒语也有意义,不能说不懂就说咒语是不能解的。像六字明的第一音噢(aum),是三个音的组合,a,u 还有 mo;分别为创造,运行,毁滅的声音。
6 遊戏到此还没有完哩,如果说上师也有权力反过来测试你一下呢?祂装着不知道你在考祂时,那么你知不知道祂知道或不知道这是怎麽一回事呢?到了这裏,你可是后悔了?你该知道怎麽做,你可是密宗的弟子,具有22种特质;密宗的上师具有10种特质,不是你说的算。
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
ida and pingala (左脉和右脉)
The 4th lesson of Ananda Marga is the way to open up Susumna (中脉) so this static energy of Kula-kundalini will be raised up to reach Sahashavara cakra. Later, I will tell you how this happen?
Sometimes you feel very tired, because you are sick; you catch cold or flu, sometimes you have digestion problem, sometimes you can not do meditation or do writing, you feel no inspiration, why? Ida and pingala. If you don’t know why, I will tell you later.
High spirit(高靈) will give you energy. Mostly it will keep it in your pingala. In Taiwan, South America, or Africa, American Indian, some people know how to infuse you with the high spirit. In Taiwan they call it “qi lin” (启靈). When you get in touch with high spirit, sickness found no illness, cripples can walk right at the platform. But when they go back home they go back to where they were before. they get sick again. The energy you get from the high spirit is reserved in your pingala. The energy infused with Lord Buddha, Shrii Shrii Ananda Murtiji or Babaji, the energy will be kept in the ida. You can not keep the energy long in pingala. The energy has to be exhausted by itself. Most of the case, your ida will be blocked. And this will make you very tired, just like when you have a cold or flu, while your ida is blocked. But you can keep the energy is kept in ida, you can keep it. Now, you see the difference.
Sometimes you feel very tired, because you are sick; you catch cold or flu, sometimes you have digestion problem, sometimes you can not do meditation or do writing, you feel no inspiration, why? Ida and pingala. If you don’t know why, I will tell you later.
High spirit(高靈) will give you energy. Mostly it will keep it in your pingala. In Taiwan, South America, or Africa, American Indian, some people know how to infuse you with the high spirit. In Taiwan they call it “qi lin” (启靈). When you get in touch with high spirit, sickness found no illness, cripples can walk right at the platform. But when they go back home they go back to where they were before. they get sick again. The energy you get from the high spirit is reserved in your pingala. The energy infused with Lord Buddha, Shrii Shrii Ananda Murtiji or Babaji, the energy will be kept in the ida. You can not keep the energy long in pingala. The energy has to be exhausted by itself. Most of the case, your ida will be blocked. And this will make you very tired, just like when you have a cold or flu, while your ida is blocked. But you can keep the energy is kept in ida, you can keep it. Now, you see the difference.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
相印
有人说,密宗不容易修,是不容易与上师相印。 这裏提供各位一个密诀,首先要知道相印是什麽意思?心相印是指倆个个体的心意相合。与上师相印的最快的方法就是要知道上师所发的心願,你也要发同样的心願,就容易与你的上师相印,或感应了。
上师的相要掛在适当之处,要合十,烧香,念咒时要专心,一心一意。
上师的相要掛在适当之处,要合十,烧香,念咒时要专心,一心一意。
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